Weathering the storm...

It's feels like your waking up and everything in a haze. Your not for sure what's up, down, left, or even right, but you do know that you have to start somewhere. That's how it felt today; I knew Christmas was just around the corner and here I am again sitting and wondering, "how am I going to pay for all of this?" Not only am I in debt on cards, for things I knew I didn't need and couldn't afford, but I also owed other things to. I don't have anyone to blame but myself and that's the hard part. I'm stubborn and I can't accept the defeat. I have to look the lion in the face and accept that yes I'm defiantly not perfect and yes I made some really unwise mistakes and yes I do know better. I'm only human and when it comes down to it, aren't we all? So today I swore that I'd start anew and get myself out. Here's to my journey, here's to not losing it all, here's to all those who are just like me, and here's to my new slogan "You don't need it today."